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Oz is a writer, photographer and would-be musician – usually in combination. He lives within sight of York Minster, on a road that has been walked by Romans, Vikings and other tourists. He is passionate about poetry, medieval art & literature and 70s bands most people have forgotten. In order to pay the rent he lectures in English Literature.
Hotel Windows I Freeze-frame at this window in any city; smoke-smudged sunset, separated by double glazing. Air-conditioned, I wait for something: a gift you will bring, open-handed and barefoot on this anonymous carpet. But not yet. This window faces anywhere. Outside. Nowhere. II On the falling of fabric across your face there is the ending of day and soft descent into feathers and dreams. For all I recall tomorrow, I will mostly forget, yet I will hold this hotel moment, myself not quite sleeping, the sun almost rising. III There have been mornings brighter than today – we were younger then with fewer memories but as you shower with door half open your morning song rises incandescent. Just Say No If you remember the good times you weren't really there: we knew how to party. Pass the pills and watch the Moon go down slowly, gracelessly thrashing on elephant tranquillisers. If the drugs don't work you're not really trying. If you can remember your name you were someone else: losing the id, embracing the void, cosmic cowboys, om on the range. Liquid light flashbacks illuminate brighter than hi-fi, surround-sound DVD. If you remember your face it was just a mask: acid invention in smoking revolution. Dangerous, but which would you rather risk: LSD or GM mutation and tumours from your mobile phone? White Summer Paperbacks peeled, pages suntanned, abandoned, scattered on flattened grass, my eyes read the red of closed lids and I breathe the summer of flowering years: here we are. Who would have believed this evolving vision of mirrored sky, unfamiliar outlines and the shifting drift of false horizons’ ephemeral haze? Skin-smooth water blinks and beguiles, Indian and fleeting in bright September, washed to white with hints of silver. Invisible birds and scented herbs lazily invite time to rest on fingers, tingling goose-pimpled flesh, awake to the thrill of one cold droplet. Lost in light, steering blindly to the river’s rhythm, a mirage moves, aching in the glamour of yawning, intangible music, of heat, the plash of oars and sun refracted – limitless – uncertain: ripples suggest the end of sharp distinctions. Somewhere a fiddle sings England from chronicle and myth, with lavender lilt weaving swifts in the loose tapestry of all we’ve become; lovers and dancers, May Queen and Harvest King. Still she shimmers, colours flaked, writhing in witness to age and legend, blended to weft of mille fleurs, flora of the Field of the Cloth of Gold. Stretch and touch as books ignite, as the barge ploughs imperceptibly, catching flame, feeding desire. We follow, inevitably, we follow, drawn to a dream of Albion sun. One note holds. Words blossom to white.