At Morden Tower
As I was leaving Morden Tower
a man like Thomas Bewick spoke to me,
the face I would associate
with my quick artist under wide-brimmed hat,
dressed for a ramble, a spot of fishing,
alert to bird on soughing tree.
This man had had a drink or two -
who wouldn't, hearing poetry in the city?
He couldn't get his story out -
something about Bewick he wanted to tell me.
Preamble, stumble, preamble. My friends
were putting on their gloves, and waiting, so
I had to go.
Who was he? From which century or decade
climbing the turret staircase, to what end?
Poetic justice
When your garden
shed burns down,
huge firemen come
in darkness with
their flashing vehicles
and hose it down
to crumbling charcoal
smouldering and wet
it is not poetic
yet when you tot up
the little damage -
twice demoted
storage units,
empty flowerpots,
things for the tip,
you smile ruefully,
and readily admit
it is not tragic.
and when you consider
the improvement to the garden
architecture, and that
one less ugly shed
exists in the world
and your boat wasn't in it
you almost feel like
going out specially
to thank the vandals
but you don't, because
you don't suppose
they guessed you weren't fussed
for that old pushbike
or knew in advance
you would quickly realise
you liked the garden
better without the shed -
poetic justice.
Newcastle upon a time
Coming out of the Metro which still further
muddled me as to which city I was in,
I rediscovered Grainger Street and Monument,
gleaming fine Georgian streets, so long
preserved in grime and hugged to Tyneside's
persistently unhealthy chest, while trolleybuses
whirred slowly in from Jesmond, shoppers
bustled blackly from Fenwicks to Binns.
Could I be so cruel as to harp on Eldon Square,
so sentimental as to dream of flower market,
the flower sellers using shillings still
against the threats of law; and pubs like pits,
territories without skirts till teenagers
staked out their own streets of converted bars,
no more sawdust but still the crack, extended
to parties on the homeward late night bus.
I walked into the Grainger Market
as it was closing one Thursday afternoon,
its priests busily trundling bins of waste,
among immortal queues to buy tomatoes,
the unchanged name of Robinson on the bookstall,
the flower lady ageless as a mermaid
among her pails of buds and leafstalks.
I trundled round the university
and rattled past the Byker Wall,
reassured that still the swing bridge slunk
between its higher, newer neighbours.
It's new, it's old, and it's Newcastle. Since
my brother and I aged ten and twelve
were allowed out to see a film, and chose
to ride to Byker, which year was it,
Newcastle's never failed to absorb me,
never seemed to resent my unfaithfulness,
always presenting eyefuls, mindfuls.
Whether I arrive for a day or a decade
it seems to recognise me,
and though I'm half ashamed of having left
a perfectly good place to live, and leaving
was like divorcing this for my own good,
and I creep in now from another home,
it works and churns up memories just the same
as it pans out from the station and the train.
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